My mind is in darkness. At times like this, I become very physically tired.

Before Lockdown, my favourite solution, one that would soothe my spirit and bring me the healing I need, was to drive to a favourite place in nature. There, I would immerse my senses. I would listen to the sounds of trees - woody, whispering, moaning, rattling, twiggy sounds. To the watery sounds of rain, rivers, brooks, streams and the sea. To the call of birds and the sound of wings passing through the air.

I am sure my love of photography arises from my relationship with the natural world. It is only there that I feel at ease and truly happy.

Although I understand the need for Lockdown, I find it very difficult. I know we are all suffering, this helps me to try and bear with it, but even though I live close to the coast and in a wonderfully scenic place, there are not many truly quiet places in walking distance.

Understanding my difficulty, Stephen, my husband, offers to sit for a portrait. He’s generally a reluctant model, but occasionally, in order to lift my photographic spirits, he will sit for me. I see a vulnerability in this image, and something of Stephen himself which I can’t put into words, so it pleases me. To finish the photograph I add a layer of abstract green from nature.

I am looking forward to the time when we can all resume the activities that bring us solace and joy.